Over analyzing everything has always been something I do, to the detriment of many of my ideas and feelings. I think so hard about what other people may think that I end up not doing some things. Even things I'm so very passionate about, I brush aside for someone else. Generally, resolutions aren't a good idea but this year I'm going to be less of a doormat. I will speak up for myself so I don't find myself in what seems like another hopeless situation. Do you ever just look around and see everything that was and everything that is? I did that tonight. The house is bare…there's no one here but me. All the photographs are put away, to hide the memories…its all so bare.
I was going to sit down but when I turned around, something caught my eye and I began musing about everything that has happened. New year, new freedom! Think optimistically, its the only way to stay happy. Besides, being single isn't so bad is it? NO! Find new things you like to do, flirt with all the cute boys. Do anything you wanted to do that you couldn't before. Why? Because you can! And damn it, you should. Nothing says I Win more then constantly smiling everyday. 
Time for bed. I walked away to get changed and didn't make it that far. I hope its not terrible to have one last break down. Tomorrow will be better. IT WILL. [Jar of Hearts]
**These blogs aren't about me, not at all. I'm getting the sweetest messages, and I thank you all! They are actually my small way of explaining to a few love lorn people that I know that its ok to cry, because you will pick yourself up when you are ready and be totally fine. Love exists for all, we just have to let it find us ♥ **
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